Ok, this is a bit strange, speaking of this on a firearms forum, but here goes....


Anyone here ever have a hard time with finding a new Church, or getting back into the Faith? I've known for a long time I haven't always walked on the right path, but now, with all the trouble over my divorce, and the problems with custody, and the kids (One has been diagnosed with a Serious disorder and is medicated for it, but because of my legal (custodial) standing I can't even say a word) I've notice a pull back to my faith. Especially since I've seen how the kids are turing out in a 'for the most part' atheist household now. Don't know exactly what I'm saying here, but it's a bit frustrating, especially as of late. I see what is lacking in my continual education, and worry how I will try to teach the children in light of everything. I don't know. I guess it's because I feel out of place in the Christian community here, and I've never fit in with the non Christian folks either. I just don't want to see my stumbling translated into the children. That's all. Thank you. I'm not really sure what I've been trying to say, or ask here. I've lost my way with words as of late.


Tim